I’m scared. We all go through hard times, I know that. But do you ever have a problem that you don’t want to the root of it?
I know that might sounds strange, so let me break it down a little more. It’s like your scared of finding out the truth. Cause the truth might break you and everyone around you too.
It feels like it’s out of my control. It’s unknown and that terrifies me because I can’t stop it from coming out. All my life I have been trying to bury things in my past. So much so, that I don’t even remember some of it.
I’m finding out though, that’s it’s like trash. Just because you bury it doesn’t mean it goes away. We were watching a documentary on plastic in school. There is so much waste and no where to put it. So it just starts piling up and invading new spaces. But instead of dealing with it, we keep adding to it.
Well I don’t want this mind garbage invading any more of my space. It needs to be dealt with.
I don’t know if that made any sense at all. But thanks for reading :
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